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Nu sunt perfectă și nu aș vrea să fiu
Numele meu este Monica, am 17 ani și locuiesc în București, România. Sunt o persoană pasionată de artă, iar asta pentru mine înseamnă aspirația spre un ideal de perfecțiune.
Arta înseamnă muncă, dedicație și talent. Iar partea mea preferată când vine vorba de artă este legată de ceea ce poți oferi lumii. Poți surprinde și bucura priviri prin desene, poți încânta auzul prin muzică și poți atinge o inimă prin scris.
Dintre toate, eu aș alege mereu scrisul. Mă reprezintă și îmi dă posibilitatea de-a mă remarca. Nu vreau să fiu o simplă fată pe care ai văzut-o o dată în parc, într-o mulțime de oameni. Vreau să fiu remarcată prin ceea ce scriu, ceea ce spun și ceea ce mă definește. Indiferent dacă sunt în contradicții si confuzii.
Până la urmă, eu sunt un simplu om care poate face orice, nefăcând nimic. Un om simplu, fragil și puternic, plin de vise, iluzii și idei care se schimbă cu fiecare răsărit. Iar tot ce am de oferit este o atitudine, niște vorbe care ți-ar putea schimba starea și cateva fapte care îți pot dovedi ce însemni pentru mine.
Nu mulți ajung să mă cunoască, nici eu nu o fac prea bine. Știu că iubesc liniștitea din spatele zgomotului, pacea din mijlocul agitației, frigul de afară și căldura oamenilor. Iubesc aventura, adrenalina și emoțiile care îmi surâd când mă aventurez în necunoscut. Iubesc să ascult, să ajut, sa fiu un stâlp de susținere în drumul celor care pășesc în viața mea.
Îmi place să știu că am lăsat o urmă pozitivă în viitorul unei persoane, o persoană care de multe ori îmi e partener de drum. Iar acest fapt mă face fericită. Ador să călătoresc, să învăț ceva nou, să mă plimb și să mă bucur de diferite culturi. Îmi place să citesc despre lumile pe care nu le-am cunoscut sau despre lumea din capul meu. Mai ales că psihologia este viața mea.
Îmi pot da seama de multe aspecte ale vieții mele prin simplul fapt că sunt atentă la detalii. Chiar dacă iubesc să desenez, uneori nu-mi place. Cum nu-mi plac unele aspecte ale oamenilor și, deși sunt conștientă că ceea ce urăsc la ei, urăsc de fapt la mine, cum ar fi ipocrizia sau nedreptatea, tot mă las afectată de ceea ce percep ca fiind “rău” sau “greșit”. Acest lucru mă enervează și sunt o persoana impulsivă. Dar această caracteristică nu mă deranjează, îmi oferă timp să stau singură și să mă înțeleg. Chiar dacă nu-mi place singurătatea.
Și totuși, știu că sunt umană, prin ceea ce fac, prin ceea ce exprim, dar partea mea umană rămâne un mister pentru mine. Nu sunt perfectă și nu aș vrea să fiu, dar orice fac, vreau să fie cât mai perfect, măcar în viziunea mea. Deși de multe ori îmi e greu să duc lucrurile la capăt, nefiind o persoană răbdătoare, am suficientă ambiție cât să-mi termin proiectele.
Am scris
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I’m not perfect and I wouldn’t want to be
My name is Monica, I’m 17 years old and I live in Bucharest, Romania. I am a passionate person of art and, to me, that means I aspire to an ideal of perfection.
Art means work, dedication and talent. And my favorite aspect of art is related to what you can offer the world. You can capture and enjoy glances through drawings, you can delight the hearing through music and you can touch a heart through writing.
Of all the arts, I would always choose writing. It represents me and gives me the opportunity to be noticed. I don’t want to be a simple girl that you’ve just seen once in the park, in a crowd. I want to be known for what I write, what I say and what defines me. No matter whether I’m full of contradictions and confusions.
At the end of the day, I’m a simple person who can do anything, doing nothing. A simple person, fragile and strong, full of dreams, illusions and ideas that change with every sunrise. And all I have to offer is an attitude, some words that could change your state of being and some facts that may prove what you mean to me.
Not many get to know me. I don’t do it too well, either. I know I love the silence behind the noise, peace in the middle of the bustle, the cold from outside and the warmth inside the people. I love adventure, adrenaline and emotions that smile at me when I venture into the unknown. I love to listen, to help, to be a pillar of support along the way of those who walk into my life.
I like to know that I have left a positive trace in the future of a person, a person who often is my companion on this journey. And this makes me happy. I love to travel, to learn something new, to walk and to enjoy different cultures. I like to read about the worlds that I have not known or about the world from inside my head. Especially because I love the human psychology very much.
I can see many aspects of my life by simply paying attention to details. Even if I love to draw, I do not always like to do it. I know that sounds contradictory. It really is. People change their behavior from one moment to another.
This is something that I hate about people. But I’m human, too, right? I often make mistakes, as well, even if I do not realize it. These things annoy me. And that’s what makes me an impulsive person… But this feature doesn’t bother me, for it gives me time to be alone and understand myself. Even if I don’t like loneliness.
While, I know I’m human, by what I do, by what I express, my human side remains a mystery to me. I’m not perfect and I would not want to be, but whatever I do, I want it to be perfect, at least in my vision. Although many times it’s hard for me to get things to an end, because I’m not a patient person, I have enough ambition to finish my projects.
Like: writing, music, taekwondo, painting, drawing, traveling, shopping, making photos, parties, reading, psychology and more 🙂
Hate: liars, hypocrites, waiting, not patiently.
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I’m looking forward to reading your posts! We have a lot of the same interests, and I like how you post in two languages!
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Thank you! You are so kind and so sweet! I will do the same. Have a beautiful day! 🙂
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hi monica. thanks for reading and following. i love your honest and positive blog. looking forward to reading and following yours too ) best, beth
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Thanks, Beth, for your kindness! I’m trying to stay positive, even if life sometimes hit us and hurt us.
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Hi Monica! Thank you for visiting and following HoB. Much appreciated!
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Monica, I have nominated you for the 3 Day Quote Challenge. Feel free to participate. For details regarding this challenge, please visit: https://fromfoodstampstoafuture.wordpress.com/2015/11/10/3-day-quote-challenge-day-one-3/
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Thanks, Krista! This is the first challenge for me and my blog. It is an honour to me.
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You are very welcome Monica. I’m glad to be your first! Looking forward to seeing which quotes you choose. Till then…
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Thanks again for this wonderful journey, Krista! 🙂
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Good luck with your blogging endeavors. I have no doubt you will succeed. I look forward to reading more of your posts!
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Thank you very much! 🙂 You are so kind. I look forward to reading more of your posts, too!
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Awesome blog 🙂
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Thank you! Yours, too 🙂
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Awesome blog 🙂 can I have gif? It’s in my about …
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Yes, of course 🙂 Like mine
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Yeah but the Color is baby blue thanks a lot 🙂
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Pls send me your email!
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ladyaei_03@yahoo.com
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You already have it in your e-mail 🙂
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Thank you so much will let you know when I post it thank you 🙂
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Hi Monica, Thank you for following my photography blog, Jane’s Lens. I hope you enjoy my work. Terrific blog!
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Nice to meet you, Monica! Thanks for following my blog. 🙂
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I like your haiku very much. And how cool that you’re bilingual!
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Thanks! Maybe my english is not so good sometimes, but at least I try. Right?
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Hello, Monica, nice to meet you!
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Nice to meet you, too, Ann!
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Hi,
I have nominated you for The versatile blogger! No obligations to take part but you deserve this 🙂
https://gtamilselvi90.wordpress.com/2015/11/17/the-versatile-blogger-award-1-nov/
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I loved it Monica. Be safe my friend.
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THanks a lot for the follow that led me to your great blog.We so need to remain positive, no matter what. Your blog is a great source of inspiration, Looking forward to chatting here or there, all the very best from the Philippines X
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Hi Monica thank you very much for stopping by my Blog and for the Follow! I hope that you enjoy my Art I will follow back! I am an Artist Designer and I express my creativity in many different ways stay connected!
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Hi! Be sure I will check your blog. I like to draw and paint, too. But not like you 🙂
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Thank you!
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Hey what a introduction and looks like an artistic touch with tons of confidence. Go and win the world
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HI! Nice to meet you! Thanks for the follow; it usually takes me like two days to answer, but you caught be just when I was doing my dilly-dallying about! Can’t wait to read some of your stuff 🙂
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Thank you! I really appreciate 🙂
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Hi Monica, it’s very nice to meet you. Thank you for stopping by my blog and liking one of my posts. I really enjoy finding new blogs such as yours through chance likes. Have a great day! ~Steph
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Thanks, Steph. I will follow you, for sure 🙂 You have a great day, too!
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Hi Monica & thanks much for your kind visit 🙂 Kind regards from Monika 😀
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Hi Monica, I’ve nominated you for the Liebster Award. Please check out my post and what to do next here: http://abigailirozuru.com/2015/11/25/my-fairytale-life-liebster-award-nomination/
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You have a lovely blog! Thanks so much for your visits and your comments on mine. ❤
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Hi Monica, Thank you so much for stopping by and following my blog “thingsunderstood.wordpress.com” – I really appreciate it and it is great to see you! Your blog is very creative and I have enjoyed reading your Haiku. Please stop by again soon! 🙂 Jacqueline
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Hey there! Since you stopped by my blog, I wanted to return the favor. Just going off of your about page, we have tons in stuff in common. I had two questions for you though. The first is what is your favorite form of writing, and the second is what country are you from? I noticed that many of your posts have an English translation, so I was just curious. I hope you are having a wonderful day and I am looking forward to hearing from you.
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Hey! I am from Romania. I’m afraid I don’t understand you. My favorite form of writing? You mean prose or poetry?
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Yes lol that is what I meant, and if you like prose, what kind of genres do you like the most?
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I love prose, yes. I love to write about life, feelings, nature. I also can write descriptions, argumentation. I love writing stories and messages with meaning 🙂 My english is not good enough, I know, but I try to do my best 🙂
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I read your posts and they were exactly what are needed to attract a reader. I love your blog already!! 🙂 And thanks for the lovely follow. 😀
Keep writing for it passes wisdom and knowledge.
Best of Luck.. 😉
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Thanks for visiting my blog!
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Hi Monica, so happy to have found your beautiful blog, I can already tell that I will love it! Look forward to seeing more of your work. 🙂
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Thanks, Miriam. I will do the same. 🙂
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Best wishes for your blog. 🙂
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Thank you 🙂
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Well I’m in 🙂
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Well, thank you 🙂
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Hi Monica I nominated you for the
Dragon’s Loyalty Award- http://wp.me/p6JoWd-Ve (click here for details) 🙂 ❤
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Hi Monica! Thank you so much for your interest for my blog, it really means a lot! Your blog is great! All the best 🙂
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All the best to you too 🙂
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Hi !
I’m glad to meet you! Nice place indeed. Congratulations and good luck in your … virtual trip ! Looking around , this year , the holidays will be so so delightful , if you know what i mean .
…So , best wishes for now !!!
Have a nice weekend .
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Thank you 🙂 Have a nice weekend you too 🙂
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Hi
Thank you so much for finding my blog, liking a post and following me 🙂
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You’re very welcome 🙂
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hi! its a great blog…what really attracted me is your posts about Romania!
Romania is synonymous in my mind with Nicolae Ceaușescu, which I’m sure must not be conjuring happy memories with most people. I would surely be interested in knowing more about life in Romania! Btw, what do people think about count drakula and Transylvania ? 🙂
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What people? Romanians or foreigners?
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Romanians..
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You know, Dracula is a legend. A myth.The King called Dracula was a king who loved justice.And people love justice, so they loved him and they love him now, too. He was bloody because it was the times.You know what they say, desperate times call for desperate measures. And he made order in the country.
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Okay! Never knew this. thanks for writing!
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You’re welcome. I love to write about Romania. You asked also about Transylvania. It’s a fabulous region from my country. It is situated between mountains, so imagine that! It’s a beautiful territory with a rich history.
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Glad to know about you, looking forward to read your posts
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Thank you 🙂 I’m glad you like it.
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You are welcome
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You’ve Bean Tagged: http://cafebookbean.com/youve-bean-tagged/ Season’s Greadings!
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Hello sweet Monica. I’ve nominated you for the Sisterhood of the World Bloggers Award. You are not forced to follow up but I like your posts with their kindness, beauty and positivity so thought others should enjoy it too.
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Thank you for visiting and following my blog! I appreciate it very much. 🙂
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You’re very welcome 🙂
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I like what you have done with this blog Mopana! All the best in 2016!
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Many thanks 🙂 All the best in 2016 to you, too!
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Hey, Congratulations. I have nominated you for 3 day 3 quote challenge. Will you be taking part?
https://ratraceofmylife.wordpress.com/2016/01/08/3-day-quote-challenge-day-1/
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Sorry, but no. I’m honored that you thought of me and I hope you don’t mind on me.
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That’s fine. 🙂 I will give your chance to my fellow followers. 🙂
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Thanks for the visit.
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Bonsoir
Tiens,tiens
Mais que fais-je par ici
Me serais-je perdu
Mais non ça y est je me rappelle
Je venais te dire bonsoir
Te souhaiter une belle soirée
Après une petite halte chez toi
Je vais continuer mon trajet
Je te fais une bise d’amitié
Bernard
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Vous êtes très gentil 🙂
Merci pour vos beaux textes
Monica
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I nominated you for an award https://justaladywithablog.wordpress.com/2016/01/18/one-lovely-blog-award/
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Thank you for following my blog.
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I followed you because you have an interesting blog 🙂
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Great post and I am glad to be a follower. We have the same hates and parallel in most of the likes.
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your picture is awesome!! I am glad I followed you, some great haiku and poems you write!
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I think most of us hate waiting 😀
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🙂 I’m sure of that
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Hey there Monica! Just browsing around the blogosphere, finding some fun and interesting blogs to follow to make some new friends in 2016. If you like, hop on over to my world at http://www.thatssojacob.wordpress.com, and if you see anything you like, comment or follow! Have a great day and happy new year! PS: I just posted a fun bookish game, check it out!
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Like your blog name and the quote.
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Thank you very much 🙂
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Hi Monica, nice to meet you. Thanks so much for the follow on my blog. I’m going to enjoy yours too.
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Thanks, Peggy. You have a beautiful blog, that’s why I followed you. To read your interesting posts 🙂
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Thank you so much for the ‘follow’
I’ve really been enjoying your post !
Have a nice weekend 🙂
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You’re very welcome 🙂 A nice Sunday for you, too
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Thank you~ :)
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