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Nu sunt perfectă și nu aș vrea să fiu
Numele meu este Monica, am 17 ani și locuiesc în București, România. Sunt o persoană pasionată de artă, iar asta pentru mine înseamnă aspirația spre un ideal de perfecțiune.
Arta înseamnă muncă, dedicație și talent. Iar partea mea preferată când vine vorba de artă este legată de ceea ce poți oferi lumii. Poți surprinde și bucura priviri prin desene, poți încânta auzul prin muzică și poți atinge o inimă prin scris.
Dintre toate, eu aș alege mereu scrisul. Mă reprezintă și îmi dă posibilitatea de-a mă remarca. Nu vreau să fiu o simplă fată pe care ai văzut-o o dată în parc, într-o mulțime de oameni. Vreau să fiu remarcată prin ceea ce scriu, ceea ce spun și ceea ce mă definește. Indiferent dacă sunt în contradicții si confuzii.
Până la urmă, eu sunt un simplu om care poate face orice, nefăcând nimic. Un om simplu, fragil și puternic, plin de vise, iluzii și idei care se schimbă cu fiecare răsărit. Iar tot ce am de oferit este o atitudine, niște vorbe care ți-ar putea schimba starea și cateva fapte care îți pot dovedi ce însemni pentru mine.
Nu mulți ajung să mă cunoască, nici eu nu o fac prea bine. Știu că iubesc liniștitea din spatele zgomotului, pacea din mijlocul agitației, frigul de afară și căldura oamenilor. Iubesc aventura, adrenalina și emoțiile care îmi surâd când mă aventurez în necunoscut. Iubesc să ascult, să ajut, sa fiu un stâlp de susținere în drumul celor care pășesc în viața mea.
Îmi place să știu că am lăsat o urmă pozitivă în viitorul unei persoane, o persoană care de multe ori îmi e partener de drum. Iar acest fapt mă face fericită. Ador să călătoresc, să învăț ceva nou, să mă plimb și să mă bucur de diferite culturi. Îmi place să citesc despre lumile pe care nu le-am cunoscut sau despre lumea din capul meu. Mai ales că psihologia este viața mea.
Îmi pot da seama de multe aspecte ale vieții mele prin simplul fapt că sunt atentă la detalii. Chiar dacă iubesc să desenez, uneori nu-mi place. Cum nu-mi plac unele aspecte ale oamenilor și, deși sunt conștientă că ceea ce urăsc la ei, urăsc de fapt la mine, cum ar fi ipocrizia sau nedreptatea, tot mă las afectată de ceea ce percep ca fiind “rău” sau “greșit”. Acest lucru mă enervează și sunt o persoana impulsivă. Dar această caracteristică nu mă deranjează, îmi oferă timp să stau singură și să mă înțeleg. Chiar dacă nu-mi place singurătatea.
Și totuși, știu că sunt umană, prin ceea ce fac, prin ceea ce exprim, dar partea mea umană rămâne un mister pentru mine. Nu sunt perfectă și nu aș vrea să fiu, dar orice fac, vreau să fie cât mai perfect, măcar în viziunea mea. Deși de multe ori îmi e greu să duc lucrurile la capăt, nefiind o persoană răbdătoare, am suficientă ambiție cât să-mi termin proiectele.
Am scris
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I’m not perfect and I wouldn’t want to be
My name is Monica, I’m 17 years old and I live in Bucharest, Romania. I am a passionate person of art and, to me, that means I aspire to an ideal of perfection.
Art means work, dedication and talent. And my favorite aspect of art is related to what you can offer the world. You can capture and enjoy glances through drawings, you can delight the hearing through music and you can touch a heart through writing.
Of all the arts, I would always choose writing. It represents me and gives me the opportunity to be noticed. I don’t want to be a simple girl that you’ve just seen once in the park, in a crowd. I want to be known for what I write, what I say and what defines me. No matter whether I’m full of contradictions and confusions.
At the end of the day, I’m a simple person who can do anything, doing nothing. A simple person, fragile and strong, full of dreams, illusions and ideas that change with every sunrise. And all I have to offer is an attitude, some words that could change your state of being and some facts that may prove what you mean to me.
Not many get to know me. I don’t do it too well, either. I know I love the silence behind the noise, peace in the middle of the bustle, the cold from outside and the warmth inside the people. I love adventure, adrenaline and emotions that smile at me when I venture into the unknown. I love to listen, to help, to be a pillar of support along the way of those who walk into my life.
I like to know that I have left a positive trace in the future of a person, a person who often is my companion on this journey. And this makes me happy. I love to travel, to learn something new, to walk and to enjoy different cultures. I like to read about the worlds that I have not known or about the world from inside my head. Especially because I love the human psychology very much.
I can see many aspects of my life by simply paying attention to details. Even if I love to draw, I do not always like to do it. I know that sounds contradictory. It really is. People change their behavior from one moment to another.
This is something that I hate about people. But I’m human, too, right? I often make mistakes, as well, even if I do not realize it. These things annoy me. And that’s what makes me an impulsive person… But this feature doesn’t bother me, for it gives me time to be alone and understand myself. Even if I don’t like loneliness.
While, I know I’m human, by what I do, by what I express, my human side remains a mystery to me. I’m not perfect and I would not want to be, but whatever I do, I want it to be perfect, at least in my vision. Although many times it’s hard for me to get things to an end, because I’m not a patient person, I have enough ambition to finish my projects.
Like: writing, music, taekwondo, painting, drawing, traveling, shopping, making photos, parties, reading, psychology and more 🙂
Hate: liars, hypocrites, waiting, not patiently.
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I wrote
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HI
Just to let you know I have given you a mention here
https://itsgoodtobecrazysometimes.wordpress.com/2016/02/16/lifestyle-links-part-10-2/
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Hi! Cool blog!
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Hi! Thank you very much 🙂
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Hi Monica, thank you for visiting my blog. I was taking the time to come over and visit yours as well. Have a happy day! 🙂
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HI
I have nominated you for an award, sorry if I missed if your blog was award free, but if you do want to join in you can find all the details here
https://itsgoodtobecrazysometimes.wordpress.com/2016/02/20/letter-to-myself/
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I am honoured you have thought at me
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🙂
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Hi Monica. Just wanted to leave you a note that my old blog has closed, and my new blog is here:
https://forfriendswithoutborders.wordpress.com/2016/02/20/a-new-beginning/
I hope that you’re well!
Rob
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Bonsoir bella MOPANA

Je ne suis pas de tous les jours
Mais à cet instant c’est un plaisir de te laisser un petit message
Venant du cœur bises , Bernard
Le temps n’est pas super bien triste chez moi
Le ciel pleure cela ne réchauffe guère le cœur
Il faut faire avec
Belle soirée , Bernard
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It’s good to meet you. I found your blog via Xara Nahara.
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Nice to meet you, too 🙂
Xara Nahara has a beautiful blog. And you have one the same. 🙂
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Bonsoir MOPANA je viens t’offrir

La fleur de L’amitié prends en soin
L’amitié à une grande place dans la vie
A toi de la garder
Certaines places sont cassables
Mais une amitié fidèle ne peut pas se briser
Alors donnons nous la main
Belle soirée , bises , Bernard
Belle fin de semaine
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Hi Mopana! Thanks for the follow!
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You’re welcome! 🙂
Lynz spoke highly about you
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Many thanks for visiting my blog and following. 🙂
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Woooww!! Super blog ai!! Abia astept sa il parcurg, in limita timpului liber pe care nu prea il am.
O zi frumoasa sa ai si La multi ani frumosi ca tine!!!
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Multumesc pentru cuvintele tale frumoase 🙂
La multi ani si tie! Stiu ca e cu intarziere, imi cer scuze, dar si la mine timpul e limitat si abia acum stau un pic pe calculator 🙂
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Hi Mopana, thanks for stopping by and following me!
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I can assure you… with that pose of yours, I shall be very careful around you. Saw your blog on AshiAkira’s blog. I love his haiku
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Hahaha! Good one 🙂
I love Ashi’s haikus, too. Ashi is a good friend of mine
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de ce ”mopana”?
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de ce nu? 🙂
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nu știu… monica sună frumos… dara pana de la ce vine?
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Mo îmi spuneam eu când eram mică, iar Pană e numele meu de familie 🙂 E OK?
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mă gândeam eu… bați bine?
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Cat sa nu moara ăl’ bătut :))
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scrii frumos?
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Esti de la SRI? 🙂
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sub acoperire 🙂 îmi trimiți un cadou?
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😀
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nu-mi dai?
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îți trimit eu primul?
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Nice of you to follow my blog.
Hope you like to read Meenas Poems.
All the best.
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All the best to you, too 🙂
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Hi.. Have Nominated you for Liebster Award!
Thank You!
Josh
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nice blog
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Thank you very much 🙂
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you are welcome
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A rather interesting blog you have here. 🙂 I especially like the photographs; they are very pleasant to the eye and quite catching.
I look forward to reading more of your posts!
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Many thanks, Samuel. I am glad you liked what you’ve found. That’s why I am here 🙂
But you have a nice blog, too. I just visited it and I found interesting posts.
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You are good at so many things, Monica – I know you will treasure that and use your gifts! Thank you for the follow of my blog, I much appreciate it and hope you are inspired!
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Thank you for your kind words, Leya. I like what I do 🙂
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😀
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Thanks for following OMBH… I do hope you’ll find a smile or two when you visit! 😉
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You’re welcome 🙂
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Are you a fan of kick boxing?
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Yes, I am 🙂
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awesome….
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🙂
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I really like people who give fitness time to their body…I really appreciate such people 🙂
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me, too 🙂
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nice….which country are you from?
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Romania 🙂
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Woah…..The land of Vampires & Count Dracula xD
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Hi Mopana! Thanks for noticing my blog. I’ve seen your posts. You have a neat page!
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Hey! Many thanks 🙂
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Congratulations. Monica!
I have nominated your blog for the Real Neat Blog Award.
More about this nomination is at
https://dearkitty1.wordpress.com/2016/11/09/real-neat-blog-award-congratulations-bloggers/
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Thank you for following Storyteller. — Ray
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Thank you for following my blog. I was looking at your photographs. They are lovely!
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Many thanks. I am glad you enjoyed my blog. Yours is beautiful, too
Have a great evening, my friend!
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Thank you!
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Monica, you are an amazing young woman. You have a gift for writing and I hope that you can nurture it and bring to it’s full potential. Your faithful fan, Rich
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I will do my best, Rich. Thank you so much for your kind words 🙂
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Special is better than perfect
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Many thanks, Derrick 🙂
xo ❤
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A simple girl who is not noticed in the crowd? Don’t worry. That will not happen. 🙂
A happy new year to you “Monique”, and to your family (A good job for your Dad in particular).
A year you will turn 18. OMG. 🙂
Please pardon my silence in the past few weeks, I’ve been traveling with very little internet and now my in-box is swamped.
I owe you a couple of things I will get to as soon as I can.
Bon week-end
B.
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A happy new year to you, too, dear Brian. To you and to your loved ones 🙂 Yes, you’re right, I’ll turn 18. I can also say OMG!!! 😀 I was in silence, too, Brian, because of some projects in my real life. BTW, you owe me nothing, my friend. If you can do it it’s OK, if not, it’s not a problem. Have a great weekend! Mo-hugs
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Good to have projects. 🙂 And I know I don’t “owe” you anything, just something I want to do. And will once I take care of urgents business. Thank you for the “Mo-Hug”. A B-hug back at you. 😉
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I will keep the B-hug :))
Thank you
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Hé hé. You started it. A very good and creative idea. “Mo”. B-hug for the week-end. 🙂
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To you, tooooooo 😀
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🙂 Do you have school vacations (like in France) in February, to go skiing?
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Yes, in one week it’s school vacation. But this year no skiing or mountains. No money 😦
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Damn money. It does not bring happiness, but it sure contributes… (How’s your Dad job-hunting going?)
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Yes, I know.
Dad’s job-hunting doesn’t work 😦 In mass-media, winter is a bad season for jobs.
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Yeah, I was afraid of that. Winter is abad season for everything I guess. Has he thought of changing jobs entirely? Never too late.
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He was thinking of that even is very hard to do it
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Yes. It is difficult. Especially after a certain age, but then, sometimes there are things one learns on the way that can be useful for other jobs. Let’s say he speaks 3 languages for his media job, he could switch to translating. Or interpreting. The thing is to look at one’s strengths and weaknesses in a different way. And sometimes, new ideas pop up. Worth a try.
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The problem in Romania is that the companies do not want to hire old people. They hire young people, inexperienced, to pay them with small salaries 😦
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It is worldwide. Unfortunately. Worse is they won’t even hire experienced people for low salaries. “No, no, we can’t pay you so little!”. But… it takes faith, and patience, and obstination, and he may find something. Or, like I said, do something else. Entirely. That is also possible. Good luck to all of you. (And above all, make sure your Dad’s morale remains up, that’s the key)
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His morale is OK. I am with him, anyway 🙂
Thank you for your support, Brian 🙂
xo
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My pleasure. I wish I could do more. But I know he has your full support. 🙂
A B-hug to both. 😉
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Mo-hugs back 🙂
❤
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Mersi.
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I like you for what you are 😄😄
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All I have to say is that I thank you from the bottom of my heart, Mann 🙂
Love and kisses ❤
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😊😊😊😊
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am enjoying your blog 🙂
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Hey! Am glad to hear that 🙂
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E cald si bine la tine aici.
Si ma bucur sa te descopar, asa imperfecta cum esti.
O sa mai trec pe la tine !
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Ma bucur ca ti-a placut la mine 🙂
Te astept cu drag, oricand 😀
xo ❤
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I see you do kickboxing. I think its good for a young women to be strong and learn how to defend themselves. Will you be my bodyguard lol 🙂 Good blog btw 😉
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Not kickbox, taekwondo. Yes, is for self-defense but… if one of my friends are in trouble… I will help him. It’s available for you, too :))
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Ok, I feel safe now 😉
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Hahaha! Good :))
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👉🏻👊🏻👈🏻
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Imi place ce ai scris aici, imi place cum gandesti, esti o fata interesanta dupa cum te-ai caracterizat aici! 😉
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Cred ca fiecare om are de spus o poveste interesanta. Tu nu crezi? 😀
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Depinde de om. Toti avem povestile noastre doar ca unii nu stiu sa se exprime asa bine in scris. Toti putem scrie dar sa si emotionam, sa transmitem un mesaj prin scris nu poate sa o faca oricine.
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Aici sunt de acord cu tine. Dar putem sa-i ascultam, chiar daca unii nu stiu sa se exprime 🙂
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Normal!
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🙂
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English link works here!!! Nice blog!
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Good to know. Thank you 🙂
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