by Monica
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Vreau să las o dorință cu intensități minimale să mă stăpânească, în ideea că nu voi fi condusă de mintea mea. Vreau să las timpul să-și urmeze calea fără a-i sta în drum, dar las trecutul să-mi hotărască viitorul fără a ști de ce.
Vreau să simt orice trăire. Pentru că atunci când simți ceva este mai mult decât o emoție, e o dovadă că ești om.
Sunt sătulă de tot ceea ce credeam vreodată că poate să întristeze, nu credeam că cea mai mare bucurie e cea mai mare tristețe, că ceea ce iubesc mă distruge mai repede decât oamenii… Nu credeam că amintirile sunt cel mai mare dușman al meu.
Lucrurile se schimbă și toate trec și aștepți, dar nu știi niciodată ce sau când va veni. Oare de ce ar veni la tine tot ceea ce-ți dorești? Cum să-ți permiți să ai totul când tu de fapt nu știi ce vrei?
Ne naștem cu dorințe, murim cu speranțe. Speranța moare ultima, dar noi murim sperând. Mai are rost să speri când știi că n-ai la ce și că orice ai face toate se întorc împotriva și că tu trebuie să spui “trist” și să mergi mai departe cu privirea în față și inima în urmă?
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Dying but hoping
I want to let a desire with minimal intensities to master me, thinking that I will not be led by my mind. I want to let the time follow its path without me in its way, but I let the past determine my future without knowing why.
I want to feel any feeling. Because when you feel something, it is more than an emotion, it’s a proof that you’re human.
I’m sick of everything I ever thought that can grieve me. I never thought that the greatest joy is the greatest sadness. That what I love will destroy me faster than people… I never thought that memories are the greatest enemy of mine.
Things are changing and everything goes away and you wait, but you don’t ever know what or when it will come. Why would everything you want come to you ? How can you afford to have everything when you really don’t know what you want?
We are born with desires, we die with hopes. Hope dies the last, but we die hoping. Is there any reason to hope when you know you hope in vain? And when everything you do is against you? All you can do is to say “sad” and to go on with your gaze forward and your heart behind.
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Very well written and deeply intense… I do have to say, though, that surely not all hope is in vain, for what is life without hope? And what is hope if there is nothing really possible for which to hope? As always, all of the best to you with peace and blessings!
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I know you’re right, Jonathan. But… you know… some dreams never come true…
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Sadly, you are right about that, Monica…
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Yes, indeed, sadly 😦
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Unfulfilled dreams actually makes us believe that there are things, beyond our control…there is a power beyond our imagination. There is nothing wrong with hoping…because hope atleast gives us something to look forward to.
So live with hope and just do your part of the job.
Love
Mann
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You’re right, dear Mann. Without hope we are nothing. But… sometimes is bad because hope is all we have. Hope is so fragile. We must do more than to hope, I think 🙂
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Yup…hope is good but action is better.
Have a nice day buddy. 😄😄
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Indeed, dear Miriam.
Have a wonderful Sunday!
xo ❤
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Yes, it’s pretty difficult to realize that perhaps your dearest dreams might not come true, but we have to live with this feeling, and fight against t, and find new dreams that may not look so unrealistic…perhaps that’s the main idea of your life…
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Yeah… I know… But it’s sad to leave those dreams behind…
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Life is a balance of what we hope for and what we get. Nice piece, Monica. Cheers
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What we get is not what we dream sometimes, but we have to live with that 🙂
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True 😕 But maybe that makes us happier with the things that we do get.
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Indeed.
Cheers 🙂
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Aw, this is a bit sad. But I do understand what you are feeling here. Sometimes I think we just struggle to be human. ❤
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Yes, it is so hard sometimes ❤
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Buna seara draga mea !
M-am regasit in fiecare cuvintel scris de tine, nu este deloc usor, viata e o lupta, speranta e speranta. Nu trebuie sa ne inchidem in noi, sa acceptam trecutul, asa cum am citit tot aici la tine pe blog, sa fim noi ceea ce suntem. Imi place tare mult cum gandesti ! Te iubesc suflet frumos ! ❤
O seara frumoasa ca tine ❤
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Nu stiu daca e bine ca te-ai regasit in cuvintele mele. Iti doresc o viata fara regrete, draga Ileana ❤
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Nu înceta să speri! Să vină la tine tot ce îţi doreşti, Monica! Iar trecutul, cu tristeţi şi bucurii, sunt istoria fiecăruia, sunt baza viitorului…
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Asa cred si eu. Un om fara amintiri, bune sau rele, e un recipient gol.
Toate cele bune si tie!
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Toate au un rost, chiar dacă nu întotdeauna îl deslușim. O fi având și speranța un motiv pentru care e cel mai longeviv sentiment. Poate chiar etern.
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Ca si iubirea, nu?
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It seems that hope and sadness are given out in equal measures during life. We grieve the sadness, and appreciate those times which give us happiness.
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Yes, Rob, indeed. This is life, right?
Have a great weekend, my friend!
Mo-hugs and kisses ❤
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C’est la vie. Hugs and kisses to you, my friend. ❤
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😀 ❤
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Frumoase rânduri.. 😍😙
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Bonjour MOPANA
Viens je t’emmène dans un monde de rêves
Viens avec moi au pays de l’amitié
Ou seul ce petit monde est loi
Un monde de paix
Il se cache au fond de ton cœur
Dans un monde de merveilles
Qui brille la nuit à l’orée du ciel
Tu y trouveras des perles rares
Celle ou nous avons été ami ou amie pour la première fois
Quelle belle histoire entre nous
C’est ainsi que le verbe aimer existe
Je t’écris ces quelques mots avec tendresse
Je te les offre du fond du cœur
Je te souhaite soit une belle soirée soit une belle journée
Bisous Bernard
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As vrea ca acest mărţişor, împreună cu primii ghiocei si primele randunele care vestesc regenerarea naturii, sa fie si un simbol al înălţării sufletelor noastre. Fie ca aceasta primavara sa îţi aducă noi speranţe si pace in suflet, gingaşie si dragoste, putere si multe realizari.
I want this toy with the first snowdrops and the first swallows natural regeneration proclaiming to be a symbol of the growth of our souls. If this spring to bring you a new hope and peace in soul, tenderness and love, power and accomplishments.
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Oops !!!
How on earth your name changed to Miriam????
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Where?
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Hello! Eu tot sper sa mi se întâmple anumite chestii, dar cred ca doar sper degeaba! O zi frumoasă să ai!
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Hey! Ce pot sa spun? Iti doresc sa se intample ce-ti doresti 🙂
O zi buna si tie!
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