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Mă tem de frică, de suspine…
Mă tem de noi,
Mă tem de tine.
Au fost multe zâmbete frustrante, multe momente în care căutam să privesc lumea cu ochii închiși.
Mă tem de iubire,
de lacrimi,
de întuneric.
Mă tem că nu voi putea vedea mai departe de această lume, o lume în care mă ascund. O lume în care pot doar să mă tem. Vreau schimbări, caut oglinzi și ferestre. O fereastră care să-mi arate altă lume. Vreau o oglindă care să-mi reflecte sufletul.
Mă tem de sufletul meu,
de mine.
Caut să înțeleg,
nu pot…
Acum caut iar,
iar mă tem.
Iar vreau iubire,
iar te vreau pe tine.
Contradicții.
Te iubesc, mă tem,
te vreau și fug.
Ce fac?
Mă pierd printre suspine și griji.
Închid ochii și sper să mă găsești.
Îi deschid și fug prin ploaie la locul nostru.
Ești aici? Da, te văd.
Mă tem că mă vei vedea și tu.
Nu vreau să vezi cine sunt.
Sunt o umbră.
Dacă mă vei vedea, mă vei iubi?
Eu te iubesc.
Tu ce simți?
Apari,
dispari,
trăiești prin mine.
Îmi acaparezi mintea.
Vreau să vii în lumea mea…
Dar vei cădea.
Lumea mea e interzisă, e fragilă și periculoasă. Nu aș vrea să cazi din raiul tău în prăpastia mea.. Și totuși, mă tem că te iubesc și te vreau aici. Vreau eternitatea cu tine. Îmi apari în față. De ce ești aici? Vrei să cazi? Nu. Te iubesc! Vei face față? Eu fug, nu vreau să te rănesc. Am făcut-o…
Cine sunt?
De ce sunt aici? Am ieșit din ideal.
Mă caut.
M-am găsit în brațele tale.
Te pierzi în lumea mea!
Fugi!
Eu te vreau, dar nu aici.
Aici nu te pot ajuta.
Aici sunt eu, o umbră meschină.
Te voi răni!
Vreau să te iubesc.
Unde ești?
Tu zbori!
Te caut pe cer, în constelații, în lună și în soare.
Acum ești lângă mine.
Nu mă mai tem.
M-am găsit.
Sunt om, nu o umbră.
Îmi deschizi ochii și văd lumea reală. Am scăpat de lumea mea, e diferit totul afară.
Trăiesc, iubesc.
Te simt și te vreau.
Ești raiul meu!”
I’m afraid of fear, of sighs…
I’m afraid of us
I’m afraid of you.
There were many frustrating smiles, a lot of moments when I was looking to see the world with my eyes closed.
I’m afraid of love,
of tears,
of dark.
I’m afraid that I couldn’t see beyond this world, a world where I’m hiding. A world where I can only fear. I want changes, I’m looking for mirrors and windows. A window which can show me another world. I want a mirror that reflects my soul.
I fear of my soul,
of me.
I am looking to understand,
I can’t…
Now I am looking again,
I’m afraid again.
I want love again,
I want you again.
Contradictions.
I love you, I am afraid,
I want you and I run.
What do I do?
I lose myself among sighs and worries.
I close my eyes and hope you’ll find me.
I open them and I run through the rain to our place.
Are you here? Yeah, I see you.
I’m afraid you’ll see me, too.
I don’t want you to see who am I.
I am a shadow.
If you’ll see me, would you love me?
I love you.
What do you feel?
You show up,
You disappear,
You live through me.
You monopolize my mind.
I want you to come in my world…
But you’ll fall.
My world is forbidden, it is fragile and dangerous. I’d not want you to fall from your heaven into my abyss… And yet I fear that I love you and I want you here. I want the eternity with you. You show up in front of me. Why are you here? Do you want to fall? Not. I love you! Could you face it? I run, I do not want to hurt you. I did it before…
Who am I?
Why am I here? I came out of ideal.
I’m looking for myself.
I found myself in your arms.
You get lost in my world!
Run!
I want you, but not here.
I can’t help you here.
Here I am myself, a petty shadow.
I’ll hurt you!
I want to love you.
Where are you?
You fly!
I seek for you on the sky, in constellations, moon and sun.
Now you’re with me.
I am not afraid anymore.
I found myself.
I am a man, not a shadow.
You open my eyes and I see the real world. I got rid of my world, outside all is different.
I live, I love.
I feel you and I want you.
You’re my heaven!”
Fabulous, creative photography and poetry! Bravo!
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Fabulous are your words, dear Cindy 🙂 Thank you so much. ❤
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excellent! mai vreau…
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Ehee… Am avut o inspiratie de moment 🙂 O sa mai incerc. Multumesc frumos, Mari ❤
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Phenomenal
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You word is the same. Thank you so much, Manuel 😀
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It is always a pleasure. Always
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You’re a beautiful soul, Manuel 🙂
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Great read
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Great words. Thank you very much 😀
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M-ai lăsat fără cuvinte
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Hahaha! Poate ca asta am vrut 🙂 Ca prea scrii frumos si te invidiez ❤
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Great poetry. Especially the end. I like the ways of your Soul. Like a virtuos Tango 😛
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(#^_^#)
That’s very sweet of you to say that!
Thank you very much 🙂
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Powerful words, my friend. Cheers!
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I am glad you liked them, Chris ❤
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A wonderful unquie mix of prose,poetry and photography. Extremely powerful and I love it. Read a few times absorbing it.
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If you liked it so much, you can reblog it if you want. 🙂
Thanks for your wonderful words, Annika ❤
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Superb description of life’s internal struggles
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When it comes from you, I can’t be anything but delighted, Derrick. Glad you liked it ❤
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🙂
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Speechless…cannot find exact words to describe…very emotional piece!
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I am so glad you liked it, dear Ann ❤
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That pretty much captures love and a relationships and the whole wild ride! It’s why I stepped off…ha ha.
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But life without love is so ugly 😦
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Both your text and photo are hauntingly beautiful, Monica. 💗
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I had a moment of beautiful inspiration, Rob 🙂 I am glad you liked them. Have a great day! :* ❤
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I’ve just read a marvellous piece of writing. Brilliant work.
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I’ve just read some beautiful words. Many thanks, Brian 🙂
Glad you liked it
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Monica you write with such passion! I can relate to your poem. All the ups and downs of life. Thanks Monica! Great job!!💖
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Glad you liked it, Roland. When somebody likes my writings I am very happy 🙂
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Artwork and words. Amazing.
“I live, I love.
I feel you and I want you.
You’re my heaven!”
The above lines. Perfect.
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I have nothing to say, John. Your words are beautiful. Thank you!
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You are welcome dear Poet.
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Reblogged this on johncoyote and commented:
Please read the amazing poetry by a talented writer.
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Bonsoir MOPANA
Ton amitié c’est un rayon de lumière
Une tendresse journalière
Un doux morceau de bonheur
Telle la douceur d”une fleur
Je viens déposer une petite recette sur ton blog que j’apprécie
Alors, je me dis
As-tu déjà ouvert ton internet .Es tu là ! Oui ou non
Ce n’est pas bien grave tu trouveras bien mon petit mot
Je venais juste te faire un petit coucou
Passe une bonne soirée en ce vendredi
gros bisous
Bernard
C’EST MOI LOL après un petit passage à vide
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La vie est un poème vécu au jour le jour
Avec ses joies, ses échecs, ses tristesses
Ses amours et ses détresses
Il faut savoir garder l’espoir
Réussir ses combats contre la maladie ,ses désillusions ect ….
Etre solidaire entre amis (ies)
Avoir du cœur c’est comme si on avait envie de tout partager
N’oublie pas que la vie est un poème vécu au jour le jour
Alors vit ,,,,,ce poème, ce petit écris je le partage avec toi
Gros bisous
Bernard
Belle journée MOPANA
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Belle journee, Bernard et merci beacoup 🙂
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Felicitari! 💎 emotionant…
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Aww… Foarte multumesc 🙂 Ma bucur ca ti-a placut. Am avut un moment de inspiratie ❤
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Good where have you being
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You’ll see tomorrow 🙂
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Bonsoir Mopana
J’ai vu ton passage sur mon blog
Je me permets de rentrer dans ton univers
Pour te dire merci
Merci de ta fidélité
Merci de tes commentaires
Merci du fond du coeur
Merci pour tout
je te souhaite une très bonne soirée
Une excellente semaine à venir avec une petite chute de température
Reste bien au chaud
Prends bien soin de toi
Gros bisous Bernard
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Bisous a toi, Bernard 🙂
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Excellent work!
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Many thanks 🙂
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Someone said, “I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.” Who ever said this knew what they were talking about?
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I think Nelson Mandela said that, and he was very right 🙂
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So full of emotion and so beautiful! Great poetry!
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Very Happy you enjoyed it 🙂
xo
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A nice text. Vibrant (though I hate the word) 🙂
So Raiul is Heaven? (One more word in romanian! Yes!)
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Yes, Rai means Heaven 🙂
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Rai or Raiul? Is “ul” a suffix? With a particular function?
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Rai is Heaven, Raiul is The Heaven. No suffix. Definite and indefinite article 🙂
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Okayyyy. So the article is at the end of the word? One lifted eyebrow emoticon. (Only one, it is genetic. Can you do it?)
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Yes, in Romanian is at the end of the word 🙂
Which one you lifted up. I can do it only with the left one :))
Good news!!! I just launched my Haiku eBook. It is on sale, YaY!
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At the end? Wow. I’ve never seen that before. I normally lift the right eyebrow. (So we are not related. 🙂 But I can lift the left if want to. Ask around, it is very funny, many people can only lift both eyebrows at the same time. As I said it is genetic. 🙂 Congrats on the book. Why don’t you do a mailing to promote it? Is it in Romanian?
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Oh lala que c’est beau….😊😊😊
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Aww… I am so happy you enjoyed it. I love this piece very much 😀
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🙂
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I love the photo, Monica. I tried clicking the English link, but it says page not found.
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Thank you, dear Rob 🙂
I am sorry for this mistake. I really don’t know why it has happened. And this poem is one of my favorites. Can you check again? I am sure it will work. Or at least I hope :))
Have a great week, my friend!
Hugs ❤
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I did, and it was a beautiful post. Thank you for fixing it, Monica. ❤
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Only the best for you, Rob ❤
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Great images! No English version though.
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I think I fixed it. Can you try again, please? It is one of my favorite poems.
Thank you 🙂
Have an awesome day!
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